Centaur on its way

2007-01-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

There is always light at the end of the tunnel, I hope...

2007-01-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

What I m gonna post is about something more than a week ago already but it seems to be stuck in my head and I cant get rid of it.It all begins with a Physics lesson.Cant believe the teacher says what I wrote was rubbish.Maybe I wasnt in the mood to do it so..But I feel like the teacher doesnt allow students to make mistakes,so unreasonable.
Working for the CCA is crazy.There seems to be so many things to do that you never have a chance to finish any of them.Just feel like whatever I do is not enough.
TBE seems to be angry lately.Dont know why.I feel like he becomes very pushy and force me to do a lot of "impossible" things.
The idea of public speaking is really scary.Especially when seeing their bored and confused faces and when you cant speak properly.I m trying to improve but there seems to be no progress ,just getting worse.I feel faithless!!

2007-01-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

The first week at school is over.Cant believe I am Sec 4 now and O level is coming.This year I seem busier than ever :CCA meeting ,homework,etc...Wish I can go back to Sec 3 now.

2007-01-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

A new year!
A fresh new start!

2006-10-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

Farewell and farewell!
Last Saturday I attended the Senior Farewell Party in the hostel.It was so nice and touching.There were also a lot of interesting stuff like Agung dressing like an old man.I couldnt believe my eyes.omg.So sad !I m gonna leave all of my seniors soon.I had some time reminiscing all the great things that my seniors have been doing for us.I will miss you all,seniors!
Monday,another senior farewell assembly in the hall.It was also a memorable event.Congrats to Agung for being the Senior Josephian of the year,Lex for being the leader award sth,my house Fintan for being the champion,new prefect exco...........
Tuesday,I went swimming with my friends and did some shopping.In the hostel,the seniors were now busy mugging for the O level exam.Poor them.Lucky me.NO MORE EXAMs AND TESTs.Good luck to all those who are taking the O level exam,also the Sec 3 who are taking their mother tounge O level exam.Gud luck!!!

2006-10-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

The power of truth
The truth can be saddening , discouraging , displeasing , unwanted , concealed ... But truth is truth.It has an ultimate power.It is so difficult to tell someone you care that you have done something wrong to him/her but if you are brave enough to say it , you will have a chance to solve a lot of problems.

2006-10-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

The final year exam is over.It is time to slack!

Somebody once said to me:
-You 're so lucky.You have nothing to worry about.
-Everybody 's got their own problems.Me,too.I replied
-What problems can you have?

Today,another one said to me:
-Life is unfair.
-It is never fair.I said
-No,life is fair to some people,like you.He told me
I must say that it makes me really sad.Why can they easily jump to a conclusion about me without knowing me?Why dont they try to understand?
I agree that I have a very cheerful looking but that s how I try to portray myself to the world.It may not be the real me.You can choose to look melancholic or happy.I choose to look happy but it doesnt mean that I am always happy.

2 more weeks until I go home.Hope it is not a bad time and I can get something out of it.

2006-10-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

The first week of the final year exam is over.The papers were so long!!2 hours!I think I did alright for A Maths and E Maths,the rest........ hope that I dont fail.Ok!One more week to go.After this exam, I must slack the whole way until I go home to compensate for hard work I have been doing.lol.
The new vietnamese juniors have just arrived this Thursday.8 girls and 10 boys.Most of them came from my school.Vietnamese is gonna dominate CJC hostel!!

2006-09-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

Maths project presentation was not so badly done although I dont think they got what I was trying to say.It is the last project I have to do for this year,finally.
Something to write:
" A secret to be discovered but not to be shared"

"You dont have to be the best to be a good one"

"Winning is not always important, it is more important if you enjoy what you are doing or not"

" The man who lives for himself is a failure; the man who lives for others
has achieved true success"

2006-09-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

Today can't be any worse!!!

2006-09-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

For such a long time, I have never jubilant and euphoric like this.I dont know why but I feel like life has nothing to worry about.Everything is going on very well.I just need to study and take the final year exam and then I can go home for a long sweet time.At least after a long time I can find peace and happiness in myself again.So happy!!!
This year,Vietnamese contestant for Miss World is so gorgeous albeit she doesnt look very Vietnamese but who cares?
The mugging sensation in the hostel is very high.Most people I know dont sleep for more than 4 hours a day.I wonder how they can do it.They look extremely well and fit.I d better start mugging now.Really mug.

2006-09-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

Today I dont know how and why but I found myself longing the whole day for when I can blog.My emotions are high and complicated . Bear with me!Thx!
This morning, the new prefect results are out.Take a look at the prefect notice board.Aldric, Stefanus, Edward, Nikodemus, Julian,Kelvin,Rowland... Congratulations!But what about me?
If I say that I feel nothing,none at all,it is an outright lie.A little bit disappointment, sadness . Usually,I will just keep it to myself and stand it.But now , there are some people around me that I can totally trust and share with.They are the reasons that I m still holding on.Thanks for be there and listen to me.You are really something in my life.
Brother Mike seems very excited about Jonathan Leong,one of this year Singapore Idol contestants, ex Josephian (obviously,hihi..).So let 's pray for him.Talking 'bout idol,I want to share something.In my life,I have found a lot of idols but they immediately vanish as soon as I get to know them.It is true,the instant you know the real them,they will be your idol no more,I mean full of flaws and....But I still have 3 idols in SJI at the moment(Don't know how long until they are my idols no more)2 from Sec 4 and 1 from sec 3.All are prefects (What a.....)They are mainly the reasons why I want to be a prefect and also not to be one.If I can be,I feel like I m getting closer to them.But in fact,they show me how incompetent I am.The way they talk and act,they try to comprehend someone incomprehensible like me,they assure the insecured that everything is ok,they make the intimidated feel like nothing has happened,the way they treat everyone around them.....So admirable.I think that no one can guess who they are because if I actually tell you,you wont believe it,you cant believe it.
Let s see ,prefects, idols...last but not least,study.Only one word to describe : Bad.I dont get a fraction of what I want.They can say that I am so perfectionistic but I dont blame myself for that.It is just human nature and I am a human being.I just try my best to get what I want.What s wrong with that?Someone in my class is being teased as a mugger.Actually not one but a few ,I feel quite unhappy.Tell me someone who has never mugged and studied and still can get good results.None right?Dont try to tease and bully other people just to ease the insecured part in you.Face the reality!!
I think I get carry on so much but I feel really relieved now.Thx for "listening" to me.Just in case I havent said,I really thank god for having everyone in this world.I am afraid that I might not have a chance to say that so before it is too late ... I learn it from my Chemistry teacher. School is not so boring these days,if you really listen to what the teacher says.Like Mrs Ellen,she said that somebody has once asked her why she is always happy,she replied that she chooses to be happy.She tried to adapt to the environment,not asking the environment to adapt to her.A precious lesson!!So I will carry it out.No more complainings.Live my life to the fullest 'coz' I only have one time to live.
D.T.T
(In a moment of emotion)

2006-09-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

Maths club is gonna be set up next year.Don't know how many will join it?Suria and Boer seem very interested.About the Maths challenge,I don't think anyone will do it.Such a good time when everybody is busy mugging for final year exams.Who will bother?My class just discovers that Ms Lim is reading everyone 's blog.Wow.So scary!!Luckily,I haven't written much in my blog.Is memorising the dictionary a good idea to improve your language?Many people have suggested it to me and even "someone" in my class does it,I know who.Oh my god!What nonsense have I been writing?Ahhhh

2006-09-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

Finally,the holiday is over but I haven't finished all my holiday homework nor the Maths project.The whole week has been wasted.Every morning, I slept until 11,waiting for lunch.In the afternoon,I played gamesl.Everyday I woke up wondering what I should do for the entire day and ended up doing nothing useful.Although I had carefully made a schedule last week , everything seemed to go nowhere I had intended.The strange thing is that when I checked the schedule,it seemed like I have done everything I planned.Maybe because I didn't really put anything there.Whatever...
I don't really know what to blog so maybe I share with you this:
Your presence is a present to the world.You are unique and one of a kind.Your life can be what you want it to be.Take the days just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.You will make it through whatever comes along.Within you are so many answers.Understand, have courage, be strong.
Do not put limits on yourself.So many dreams are waiting to be realized.Decisions are too important to leave to chance.Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.Do not take things too seriously.Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
Remember that a little love goes a long way.Remember that a lot … goes forever.Remember that friendship is a wise investment.Life’s treasure are people together.
Realize that it is never too late.Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.Have hearth and hope and happiness.Take the time to wish upon a start.
AND DO NOT EVER FORGET ….FOR EVEN A DAY :HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE !

2006-09-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

If I were still in Vietnam,today would be the first day of a new school year.How time flies!I just can't believe I have left my friends for a year.
I think I am adapting rather well to the new environment but I just can't find a close friend.Now I realise how precious a friend is.They really understand you,share with you everything,listen to you...What's more you can think of?

2006-09-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to NUS high school of maths and science to attend the SMO prize giving ceremony.This year,SJI got the 16th position,not so good.2/9 is also Vietnamese National Day.Happy National Day to every Vietnamese in Singapore!
The holiday is on but I really don't know what to do for the next whole week.I somehow regret not going back to Vietnam to meet my family and friends.Forget it,2 more months and then I can go for a long and happy holiday.

2006-09-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

Holiday begins!
So boring!
Burdened by homework!
And the final year exam is coming!

2006-09-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

Teacher's day celebration!!!
In the morning,I went to school to attend the mass in the PAC.Instead of a reading from the Gospel,it was replaced by a small play.Something about a boy and a piano.I don't really like it.Actually,it was quite dumb.After the mass was a Maths lesson.Not so bad.My group decided we would work on the Maths project next week,from Mon to Fri,9h to 5h.I don't know whether we can make it or not but we really want to get into the second round.The spirit is very high!I think we will make it.
After that,the concert began at around 10 h20.The peformances were quite ordinary except for the 2 videos from 431 and 433.They reflected the true meanings of Teacher's day.They were very funny,especially the clip of Mrs .Mara and the picture of Mr Sirhan.Very hilarious!!
I went back home and slept rightaway.The holiday started from now.Better make the best of it.
In the evening ,my roommate ,Vincent and I watched a drama in CJC.It was very short,only 1 hr.Quite interesting and thought-provoking.A young woman killed her sister,her sister's husband,her sister's friend's husband .She felt so frustrated with her life:However hard she tried,she still didn't get what she wanted.At the climax,everything turned out to be only a dream.A little bit confusing and disappointing.Overall,the acting was good and the play left a special impression on me,mostly because it was just a dream.

2006-08-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

Wow!Another day has come.
I didn't think that my blog would be visited by so many people.Thx 4 yr attention.
The prefect interview is over.I think I did it very badly.He asked:"What leadership quality do you have to become a prefect?"I was nearly stunned but I managed to get over."What leadership quality do I have actually?"It made me think for the wholeday!!!Do I really deserve to be a prefect?Ok,tao it.This year,there are 7 scholars nominated.My roommate is also one of them.
After that,I went to HMW,finally decided to buy Paris Hilton 's debut album.It was damn nice.The songs are good and the DVD included is also very interesting to watch.
Reading horoscopes,it says:

Daily Overview for August 30, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Extended Forecast
Quickie:Take a look at where your energy or money is going -- is everything worth it?Overview:Your past finds you when you least expect it. This could go both ways: You could be facing a budget crunch due to some overenthusiastic spending -- or some past generosity could be getting a karmic repayment.

It is so correct.I m nearly broke now.Then I wonder :Astrology is closely related to astronomy,will Pluto be taken out of the solar system change the fate of anyone who is affected by it.Worth thinking!!!!

2006-08-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today,I woke up at 6h to prepare for school.Then,I realised how prosaic my lifestyle has been!!School,homework,sleep,wake up,school,homework….I felt like going crazy.
However,I still had to go to school.It was as boring as expected.Luckily,I didn’t fall asleep during lessons.At noon,my form tutor had some words with me regarding my study.Kinda surprised!!!
Strangely,I seemed to have some thoughts of suicide.No.I still want to live.I constantly feel that I need to be someone else and always dissatisfied with everything I get,sometimes feel extremely angry.Don’t know why.Teenage angst?
It has been nearly 10 months since I left home and went to S’pore.Everything has somehow settled down.I miss my family and my friends like crazy.
Paris Hilton ‘s debut album is on store now but I haven’t got it.It is so expensive,$20.
That’s all for today.:)

hi

2006-08-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I create a blog.
Hope everybody will read it